i knw this is quite a wastd blog! But hell… I dnt find the need to blog daily.

Today just wanted to write on a topic that has always made me think. Is being a loner a bad thing???

No one gets a frnd who he can relate to EXACTLY! So i nthe the one has to compromise.

What if one refuses to compromise? What if one holds himself on his own? Maintains his pride.

What if one despises people? Has anyone felt this way.

All I have ever known is that everyone is selfish and most often two faced. And that includes me 2! Thus our commonly prevelant meaning(s) of frndship is a big hypocrisy…

Nuthing more to write! What say?

My frst post while a cls is gng on! M in cls in d lt. Bloggng… Nice!

had a mixed day yestrday…….. It was fun wid frnds bt had a misunderstnding of sorts wid ruchika…

She said some thngs to me which mite be true and anyone is entitled to his/her opinion…

I never forced her to anything n its just shameful and weak of her to blame it all on me…. anyway… Dusnt matter in the least…

I’ve realized….. That if u r jolly and frndly wid evryone… Ppl take u fr granted…!!! and thats the wrst crime ever… On the other hand if u r a fiery customer, ppl either hate u or respect u…

Mite go to pinjore today wid frnds… Looking fwd to it….. Sumhow thngs r different aajkal.
All I hv been doing recently is listening to heavy metal full volume and feeling frustrated.

Dunno how long this ordeal will last. Hope it ends soon.

Alrite…. Again a post about love… It may seem all i have in my life is that gal! but then its true!

Finally… its been an year. An year since I found love!

N this was written on dec 5….. Just cudnt get the words to finish it….

last month or so cudnt be worse….. Life’s a big fuck rite nw.

Its like….. There is nothing in it… To add to it euphoria got cancelled… So there goes our band…..!

The thing in italics was written exactly 5 days bck….Hw fast the thngs change! M amazed

suddenly everything has chngd… m alone… Dnt talk to anyone! leave alone a gal… am always pissed out abt sumthing or the other… mood swings r more prominent… N really dnt gv a fck abt it either…. surprisingly m nt complaining abt life anymore… Past 3-4 days hv been fun thnks to batish, mukul and kyntaji (n joban too hehe)…. U can call it freedom, u can call it loneliness..  All that there is nw….. I hate ppl. Suddenly the rose colored glasses r shattered… I hate ppl – arrogance, pride, ego and surprisingly love all these things in me… U can call me a hypocrite bt frnkly i dnt gv a fck…

Among other things I hv Pulse Polio duty 2mrw… Jam sessions r gng great… I am starting to hv confidence in my drumming… I broke 2 sticks (drum sticks)  in 2 days…. Hv to buy new ones..

We r dng great music and r really pulling thngs off… Euphoria’s cancelled bt it hasnt dampened our spirits… We r practicing hard… Facing a severe cash crunch! Thnks to alcohol (sounds like a cliche though!!!)… Hv drunk like crazy in the past 3-4 days….

Most of the day is passed in day dreaming… Flashes of the past that was and future that could be. An occasion tear in the eye, some desperation, some anger but always ends with thoughts of determination. To stay strng to do the right thing to do… For everyone there is… N best of luck fr her studies… Do well!

Valentines day near…. Thus more sorrow to follow. Bring it on….

Finally The dreams taking shape….. Yes! Our band is finally settled and we r wrkng real hard for this now.

The weakest link in the band is yours truly! I hv just started drumming abt 40 days ago n here i am… still am trying hard.

We ALMOST prepared 3 songs. Whats this life for by creed, Lithium by nirvana and Vertigo by U2.

I hv simplified the drumming of all these songs to make em possible and yes they r wrkng out fyn….

Hope it all wrks out great. All the ppl in it r great sports and its a pleasure jamming with em…